AHHHHH!!!!!

Okay, so as a lot of people know, I'm graduating (finally) from Santa Fe College in April. Yes, I'm very excited. Sorry if you have to hear me tell you about 500 times that I'm graduating, but hey, it's taken me 5 years and a lot of potholes in my road to get this far, so I'm sure you'll live. =D

I'm still very nervous. I'm still very wary of something happening and screwing up my plans. As much as I am excited about getting my diploma and seeing my family cheering for me in the stands, I feel like if I blink, this can all disappear and have been just a tauntingly cruel dream. It'll take it being the day before I graduate and knowing my family will either have arrived in Gainesville or be coming in the morning, to have it finally sink in that I'm graduating (and for me to then proceed to become a blubbering mess). I've decided to not have a big huge party, instead I just want a few family members over the morning/early afternoon of the ceremony and hang out (By a few I mean 15-20.....yes, I have a huge family. I have somewhere around 10 aunts/uncles and 60+ cousins, 2nd cousins, etc.) I think the moment I'm going to look forward to the most about the whole thing, is not receiving my diploma, but seeing my friends/family afterwards.